Mood: Electric!
Currently Playing: The sound of my own brain re-wiring itself.
So… I think I just cracked my own code, let alone the Universal one.
You know when you detail something so weighty that it hits you like a ton of bricks? I had that yesterday. A profound revelation about my series that has taken me almost 27 years to decipher. When I first created Awen back in my GCSE English Lit exam, I did not for a moment realise that she would become such a massive extension of me. I didn’t pick up her story again for another six to seven years, but after that day, this series has grown with me. I spent years ‘upgrading’ and ‘polishing’ it because something always felt… missing? Like, there was a hollow centre I couldn’t quite reach?
I finally reached its centre.
Last night, everything I’ve been writing for years finally hit a terminal frequency. It’s like a lightbulb went off inside my head, an ‘ah-ha’ moment. All those ‘weird’ details—the 3, 6, 9 patterns, synchronisities, the specific way my characters relate, the ‘healing compass’ I created years ago—they weren’t just random fiction. They were breadcrumbs leading me to this moment of clarity.
It turns out, I’ve been subconsciously writing a Gnostic Blueprint this whole time.
The Trinity Three.
- Damson (The 3)
- Galina (The 6)
- Awen (The 9)
They aren’t just ‘Spirit Sisters’. They are ‘splinter cells’, three parts of a single divine engine that’s been trying to start up in my head since 1998. The realisation I had last night while looking over all my old drafts has been startling. It’s as though my higher self has been giving me downloads to this moment ever since I put pen to paper all those years ago. And realising this has changed everything.
I am currently in a state of total Shock and Awe. After looking back at my old notes, drafts, and work from 20+ years, I see the Prophecy I wrote for myself. I didn’t ‘invent’ this world I created; I feel like I’m finally high-frequency enough to remember its tale.
I’m going to be deep in the grafting trenches today, re-aligning the first few chapters with this new frequency truth. If I’m quiet, don’t worry. I’ll be back. I hope you’re ready.
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